Sunday, September 7, 2008

A Cool Quote.

I found this rub-on quote at an art fair and custom ordered it in purple (of course!). I just finally got around to putting it on the wall this morning. I must have looked like I didn't have a clue as Lance and Uggs decided I needed assistance. I use rub-ons all the time in my scrapping but I'll never turn down assistance of the 2-legged kind! The 4-legged kind is different:)

Today has been spent watching glorious football and cleaning and playing in my scraproom and knitting!! I love football season:) I love autumn! I do not love that it was 2 months ago yesterday that we lost Lily but I do like the fact that we are getting to start trying again. It's bittersweet though...if I was still pregnant I would only have 2 months left to go before we could meet our sweet baby girl. Now we're starting ALL OVER. Not cool. I just wish I knew how to get rid of that feeling of wasted time/missed opportunities/starting all over. I ~know~ that being pregnant and losing Lily was NOT a waste of time but I still have this overwhelming feeling of being behind in the game. I'm always on top of everything so to fall behind or have to start all over is tough for me... in anything! It's hard to explain.

1 comment:

Jewels said...

Falling behind is the story of my life, sometimes I look at the sky and ask "Why cant I break the cycle".

But there is a song I'm learning on the Guitar, It's going to take a while to learn (it’s a hard one) and probably longer to choke it out, it made me cry when I heard it, but I think of you, me, all of us who suffer loss when I hear this song, I'll probably blog about it, but a line in it is..

♪♪You said one day of this was worth dying for♪♪

I just thought of that line when you said “I ~know~ that being pregnant and losing Lily was NOT a waste of time”
I know what you mean, it sucks but it was worth it, but it sucks, and it hurts.