Sunday, August 3, 2008

1 month.

Wow.

I cannot believe Lily was born one month ago. It's seems like forever since I was pregnant. It seems like ages ago since we heard those horrible words..."We can't find a heartbeat".
It seems like just yesterday when I held our sweet little girl in my arms and watch Lance rock her in his arms. I still see her as clear as day in my memory. I'm very thankful for that.
Love you and miss you like crazy Miss Lily Ann Hope!

And now we are waiting again...waiting for AF to show, waiting for my 6 week post-partum appt, waiting to get that 1st normal cycle out of the way, waiting to TTC. Everyone keeps telling me that I am and will be extremely fertile. We'd like to use that to our advantage so we can get pregnant faster than the first time.

I am not good at waiting.

3 comments:

Jen said...

I'm sure it has been a terribly difficult and long month Kel. Hang in there hon, and I hope things move forward for you quickly.

noswimmers said...

It's so hard...the time goes so fast, yet so slow...
Hang in there, and know that your beautiful little girl is looking down on you.

Jewels said...

Is that her bench?

Are you any TTCAL support boards?
I'm looking for a good one, I dont like what I'm seeing so far, but maybe I'm just not ready.

~hugs~

I'm with you on the extremely fertile part, I'm holding on to that for hope too. I want to be ku asap. Fingers crossed for the both of us.